I don't know why,
but my heart is heavy today.
but my heart is heavy today.
I wonder if Job ever felt this way.
Pain, discouragement,
fear.
fear.
All it seems I want to do
is sleep until the pain abates.
is sleep until the pain abates.
But is that what my Lord Jesus wants?
Should I be rejoicing in my pain
because I know I must be doing something right?
because I know I must be doing something right?
Otherwise
why would the fallen one even bother me?
why would the fallen one even bother me?
Do you ever remind yourself
that this life is just a test,
that this life is just a test,
that the real reward lies at the end,
and that's when we can rest?
and that's when we can rest?
So heavy heart or not,
I'm still going to reach out
to those that are hurting,
worn,
torn,
rejected,
unhappy,
unloved.
Like me.
I'm still going to reach out
to those that are hurting,
worn,
torn,
rejected,
unhappy,
unloved.
Like me.
Then maybe I can find some peace.
After all, whether you want to believe it
or not,
or not,
God is in control.