THESE TEARS FLOW FOR YOU

I'M SORRY I ANSWERED A QUESTION
WHEN NONE OF THE OTHER 2O OR SO
WANTED TO.


I'M SORRY I PRAYED OUT LOUD WHEN NO ONE ELSE WANTED TO.


I'M SORRY I COULD NOT JOIN THE OTHER WIVES IN THE KITCHEN DURING BREAK.  I CANNOT WALK WITHOUT ASSISTANCE AND MUST WEAR A VERY LARGE UNCOMFORTABLE BRACE ON MY LEG.


I'M SORRY I AM SO FRIENDLY AND UNASSUMING AND CARING AND TRUSTING AND OPENED MY HEART AND JUST WANTED TO BE A PART.


I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION I WAS IN THE COMPANY OF FAMILY.  I'M SORRY I MISUNDERSTOOD.


I'M SORRY I SHARED HOW MUCH I LOVE JESUS AND AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY HIS NAME.  I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I DO WHAT HE ASKS OF ME AND NOW BLOG MY POETRY ON TV.  IT'S MY MINISTRY, YOU SEE - SHARING ABOUT ALL OF THE ABUSE I'VE BEEN THROUGH, THE DAILY PAIN I'M IN, AND, GOD WILLING, HELPING OTHERS AND PLANTING SEEDS. 


THIS TV THING? GOD TOLD ME TO DO IT, THAT IT WAS A STEPPING STONE.  AND THE VERY NEXT DAY, A SUNDAY, WHAT DID PASTOR PREACH ABOUT? STEPPING STONES.  SO I'M SORRY YOU DON'T GET IT. CONFIRMATION I MEAN.


I'M SORRY I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND LOVE TO HOLD HANDS WITH HIM.


I'M SORRY YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN ANNOINTED WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT, ABLE TO SPEAK THE ANGELIC LANGUAGE AND FEEL THE SO AMAZING THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT WARMTH AND LOVE OF THE COMFORTER.


I'M SORRY I AM THE WAY OUR CREATOR MADE ME - TOO SENSITIVE, CARING, SINFUL, AND JUST WANTING, CRYING AS JESUS WOULD, AS I HAVE PRAYED, FOR THE HURT AND THE UNLOVED IN THIS SINFUL WORLD THAT SHALL NEVER BE MY HOME. 


I'M SORRY I DON'T FIT IN, DON'T BELONG.


I'M SORRY I'M TOO OPEN AND TRUSTING AND THE TEARS CONTINUE TO FLOW, BUT ONLY BEHIND CLOSED DOORS.


BUT YOU, MY SWEET JESUS, COLLECT ALL OF THESE SORROWFUL TEARS IN A BOTTLE.


THESE TEARS THAT FLOW TOO FREELY?  THEY ARE FOR YOU, MY SWEET JESUS. 


GIVE ME YOUR EYES, GIVE ME YOUR HEART FOR THE HURTING AND UNLOVED IN THIS DARK LOST PLACE.


EPHESIANS 1:18-19  I PRAY THAT THE EYES OF YOUR HEART MAY BE ENLIGHTENED IN ORDER THAT YOU MAY KNOW THE HOPE TO WHICH HE HAS CALLED YOU, THE RICHES OF HIS GLORIOUS INHERITANCE IN HIS HOLY PEOPLE, AND HIS INCOMPARABLY GREAT POWER FOR US WHO BELIEVE.