Jesus, Please Change Me (UPDATED)

Easily upset,

crying from the pain,

tears running down my face like rain.

Emotions

rule over me

like some kind of monarchy.

Caught in the web

of deception,

rejection.

Need to get control of these chains, 

this hold.

Taking nearly everything so personally

is not a good testimony.

Anger, 

frustration,

depression.

Need deliverance,

forgiveness.

Lord, please change my attitude.

I don't like this rudeness

that's clawed it's way

into my heart,

made itself a part,

a home

in my soul.

Lord Jesus,

please

change me,

make me

more like you.
Despite the hurt, Jesus,
please let others see your light
inside of me.

THIS LITTLE LIGHT OF MINE,
I'M GONNA LET IT SHINE!