What Do I Need To Do? (UPDATED)

I wouldn't change a thing,

wouldn't ask God to take away the pain.

It's making me a better person,

more compassionate and kind.

It's made me want to grow closer to the Lord,

understand and know Him more.

I don't want 

to go back

to my meaningless life.

Suffering brings me closer

to my Lord.

It gives me a glimpse, 

a taste of what He went through,

crucified on that cross,

sacrificing himself for me and for you.

I want to be the woman

who walks hand in hand 

with God through the garden.

What do I need to do, Jesus,

tell me the truth,

to grow closer and closer to you?

PSALM 5:3

IN THE MORNING, O LORD,
YOU HEAR MY VOICE;
IN THE MORNING
I LAY MY REQUESTS BEFORE YOU
AND WAIT IN EXPECTATION.