SECRETS OF SOLOMON (UPDATED)

YOU GIVE BIRTH TO THREE BEAUTIFUL BABIES.

YOU GIVE UP YOUR LIFE FOR THEM
WITH NO REGRETS,
NONE IN THE LEAST,

UNTIL THEY LEAVE THE NEST TO ENJOY THE FEAST.

YOU SPOIL THEM BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO REPEAT THE PAST.

THE ENDLESS BEATINGS AND WHIPPINGS
NOT TO MENTION THE NEVER-ENDING TEASING FOR WHATEVER REASON,
ALL IN THE NAME OF NOT SPOILING THE CHILD.  

THOSE PARTICULAR MEMORIES ARE JUST TOO PAINFUL

BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE OF SHARING
EVERYTHING.
WHAT'S THE USE?

YOU WISH SO MUCH YOU COULD BURN THOSE MEMORIES INTO ASH

AND ASK THE FAMILY WHY THEY ALLOWED IT TO HAPPEN.

YOU JUST PRAY ONE DAY YOUR BABIES WILL RETURN

AND THANK YOU FOR TEACHING THEM ABOUT GOD'S LOVE

AND HOW GOD LOVED THEM EVEN MORE THAN THEIR OWN MOTHER COULD.
THIS IS WHY I PRAY
NEARLY EVERY DAY
FOR THE SOLOMON KIND OF WISDOM,
BUT MORE
SO I CAN WATCH THE THREE OF THEM GROW
AND KNOW
THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS,
NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCE,
BE LOVED BY JESUS AND ME AS MUCH AS I POSSIBLY CAN.

JAMES 1:5

IF ANY OF YOU LACKS WISDOM, 
YOU SHOULD ASK GOD,
WHO GIVES GENEROUSLY TO ALL 
WITHOUT FINDING FAULT,
AND IT WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU.