I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
THIS IS JUST ME,
HAVING TO LIE IN MY BED CONSTANTLY,
AND THESE WORDS I WRITE,
MORE OF A DIARY THAN A BLOG
ARE BEING READ IN THESE COUNTRIES
OF WHICH I HAVE NEVER EVEN HEARD.
AND FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME,
PEOPLE IN RUSSIA ARE READING MORE, MUCH MORE
THAN HERE.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS.
I'M JUST VENTING AND BEING QUITE HONEST
ABOUT THE BRUTALITY.
AND THEN THE INVISIBILITY.
AND I SHARE HOW JESUS CAME INTO MY LIFE
WHEN I WAS JUST FIVE.
HE BECAME MY DADDY,
AND HE STILL IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE.
HE CALLS ME BEAUTIFUL AND THE APPLE OF HIS EYE,
NOT UGLY AND STUPID AND USELESS.
I AM A CHILD OF THE MOST HIGH KING,
SO THAT MAKES ME A PRINCESS.
YES, IT STILL HURTS THAT YOU WON'T ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM -
A PEACE LOVING POET WHO LOVES JESUS.

HEBREWS 5:16-18

REJOICE ALWAYS,

PRAY CONTINUALLY,

GIVE THANKS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES;

FOR THIS IS GOD'S WILL FOR YOU

IN CHRIST JESUS.