Friday, May 6, 2016

SO BROKEN

MY POOR ALREADY SHATTERED HEART
IS STILL BROKEN, LORD.
HOWEVER AM I TO GO ON?
I WANT TO CONTINUE TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT
BIBLICALLY,
BECAUSE BEING WITH YOU
AND SHARING YOUR STORY
IS THE ONLY HAPPINESS
I HAVE IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR NEVER GIVING UP ON ME
WHEN I WANDERED AWAY.
BUT COULD YOU PLEASE
HEAL MY BROKEN HEART TODAY
CUZ I DON'T THINK I CAN MAKE IT
THE WAY I FEEL NOW.
YOU WARNED ME.
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.
THE SIGNS WERE THERE,
BUT, AS USUAL,
I IGNORED THEM.
PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHAT IS THE RIGHT
AND BIBLICAL THING TO DO?
BECAUSE I NEVER WANT TO STRAY AGAIN.
I LOVE PRAISING YOU
ALL ALONE
HERE IN MY BEDROOM
OR ANYWHERE REALLY.
I DON'T CARE WHO SEES ME.
I AM NOT ASHAMED
TO SAY YOUR NAME.
BUT RIGHT NOW, SWEET JESUS,
I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING,
BUT IT HURTS.
I CAN FEEL MY HEART BREAKING,
TEARS FLOWING DOWN MY FACE.
PLEASE, JESUS, JUST HOLD MY HAND
FOR A WHILE.
I NEED YOUR STRENGTH,
BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS WEAK.
GIVE ME WISDOM
AND LOVE FOR OTHERS
AND HELP ME
TO FORGIVE THOSE WHO HAVE HURT ME
SO AWFULLY.
I MUST FORGIVE
SO I CAN STAY ON THIS PATH,
MOVE FORWARD,
PLANT SEEDS,
LOVE THE SOULS WHO FEEL ALONE
AND UNLOVABLE.
AND MAYBE MAKE A DIFFERENCE
IN SOMEONE'S LIFE.
JESUS, GIVE ME YOUR EYES,
GIVE ME YOUR HEART,
LET OTHERS THAT SEE ME
SEE YOU INSTEAD.



PSALM 27:13

I AM STILL CONFIDENT OF THIS:
I WILL SEE THE GOODNESS OF THE LORD
IN THE LAND OF THE LIVING.





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