MY HEART IS HEAVY.
I MISS YOU SO.
I DON'T KNOW HOW
TO GET BACK WHAT WE HAD,
AND IT MAKES ME SAD.
WE HAD SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL.
I'VE ASKED FOR FORGIVENESS
OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
I WORRY THAT I WILL NO LONGER
BE ON THIS MORTAL COIL
WHEN YOU DECIDE
YOU WANT ME TO BE PART OF YOUR LIFE AGAIN.
I'D DIVE IN FRONT OF A BUS
TO SAVE YOUR LIFE.
IN FACT,
I WOULD DO ANYTHING
IF YOU WOULD JUST TELL ME
WHAT IT IS YOU NEED FROM ME
SO I CAN END THIS MISERY.
I KNOW I'VE MADE MISTAKES.
I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN THE BEST.
BUT I TRIED, I LOVED.
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIME.
BUT I CAN'T.
IF IT TAKES THE REST OF MY LIFE
FOR YOU TO FORGIVE ME,
THEN I WILL SPEND IT ON MY KNEES.
I THANK GOD FOR MY SALVATION
AND I ONLY HAVE TO ASK HIM ONCE.
BUT GOD ASKS ME TO PRAY
UNCEASINGLY.
AND PRAYING IS THE ONLY THING
THAT BRINGS ME SOME SEMBLANCE
OF PEACE.
I LOOK FORWARD
TO THE DAY I SEE YOU HEAVEN,
FOR THEN ALL OF THIS WILL BE FORGOTTEN.
PSALM 34:18
THE LORD IS CLOSE TO THE BROKENHEARTED
AND SAVES THOSE WHO ARE CRUSHED IN SPIRIT.
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