JESUS IS IN CONTROL (UPDATED)

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING,
FEELING DOWNCAST AND ALONE.
IS THIS THE LIFE I'M MEANT TO LIVE,
OR DID I TAKE A DETOUR
DOWN SOME DUSTY OLD ROAD?
I'VE TRIED MY BEST.
THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY
WITH WHAT I WAS GIVEN
ON THAT FATEFUL DAY.
BUT I'M NOT IN CONTROL,
AND LIFE IS GOING TO HURT.
SOME ARE GOING TO THINK THE WORST,
THROWING ME THEIR LITTLE SMIRKS.
I HAVE NEVER SAID I AM PERFECT,
I HAVE ALWAYS SAID I'M THE LEAST.
I DON'T DESERVE A PARTY,
NOR DO I DESERVE A FEAST.
BUT IF I CAN JUST MAKE IT TO THE END OF THIS RACE
WITHOUT MUCH MORE TEARS, PAIN AND FEARS,
THEN I'VE GAINED.
THOSE WHO HAVE LOOKED DOWN ON ME
BECAUSE OF MY FAITH
WILL BE PUT TO SHAME.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW,
JESUS IS IN CONTROL.

HEBREWS 11:1
NOW FAITH IS BEING SURE OF WHAT WE HOPE FOR AND CERTAIN OF WHAT WE DO NOT SEE.