On My Knees Again (UPDATED WITH SCRIPTURE)

SO FRUSTRATED.

NOTHING I DO SEEMS TO WORK.
THE HARDER I TRY,
THE LESS THINGS CHANGE.
I JUST WANT TO THROW IN THE TOWEL
AND START ALL OVER AGAIN.
IT'S SUCH A TOUGH ISSUE,
SO I CANNOT GIVE UP.
IT'S SOMEONE'S SOUL,
SOMEONE I LOVE DEEPLY.
I'VE RUN OUT OF IDEAS,
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY.
THE PAIN IS INTENSE.
FRUSTRATION SETS IN.
I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD LEAD TO THIS.
ALL ELSE PALES IN COMPARISON.
I NEED MORE WISDOM.
I NEED MORE PEACE.
I NEED COMFORT.
I NEED REST.
I NEED TO KNOW
THAT YOU HAVE THIS
IN YOUR HANDS.

I NEED TO STOP TRYING SO HARD
BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO,
I CANNOT OUTDO YOU.

PSALM 5:3

IN THE MORNING, O LORD, YOU HEAR MY VOICE; IN THE MORNING I LAY MY REQUESTS BEFORE YOU AND WAIT IN EXPECTATION.