IT HURTS TO HURT

LORD, HERE I AM AGAIN,
BEGGING YOU NEVER TO LEAVE ME,
EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SINNED.
AND THE HURT.
I CANNOT TAKE THIS PAIN ANYMORE.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST TAKE ME HOME?
YOU KNOW THAT THIS EVIL PLACE
IS NOT WHERE I BELONG.
I CAN FEEL IT IN MY SHATTERED HEART,
BROKEN SOUL,
DEEP DOWN INTO MY BONES.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WOULD NEVER
PUT ME THROUGH ANYTHING YOU
HAVE NOT BEEN THROUGH YOURSELF.
BUT THIS?
THIS HEARTACHE,
THIS BETRAYAL.
IT SEEMS,
AS ALWAYS,
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TURN TO.
YOU AND YOU ALONE.
IS THIS HURT SUPPOSED TO MAKE ME STRONGER?

PROVERBS 3:5-6

TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART,

AND LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING;

IN ALL YOUR WAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HIM,

AND HE WILL MAKE YOUR PATHS STRAIGHT.