GOD'S WILL (UPDATED)

IT'S VERY HARD FOR ME TO TRUST

ANYONE OR ANYTHING

BECAUSE OF THE WAY  I WAS RAISED.

NO ONE IN THE FAMILY WILL ADMIT TO

THE CONSTANT ABUSE.

I GUESS THEY'RE JUST TOO ASHAMED

THAT THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING

TO HELP ME OR MY FAMILY.

IT'S HARD TO GET PAST

THE NEGLECT AND TEASING,

BEING MADE TO FEEL LIKE A FAILURE.

I'M JUST DIFFERENT,

THAT'S ALL.

AND THAT'S OKAY

BECAUSE IT'S GOD'S WILL.

HE PICKED ME OUT OF ALL OF THE OTHERS

TO BE HIS DAUGHTER.

I'D RATHER BE THE CHILD OF A KING

MORE THAN ANYTHING.

AND TRUST WILL COME

BECAUSE JESUS HAS NEVER EVER LET ME DOWN.

AND THROUGH HIM I AM HEALED AND FORGIVEN.

JAMES 1;5
IF ANY OF YOU LACKS WISDOM, 
YOU SHOULD ASK GOD,
WHO GIVES GENEROUSLY WITHOUT FINDING FAULT,
AND IT WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU.