EASIER SAID THAN DONE (UPDATED)

I MUST FORGIVE

AND NEVER LET BITTERNESS SET IN.

MOVE AWAY

FROM THE PAIN

OF THE PAST

BECAUSE THE PAST

DOESN'T LAST.

YESTERDAY

I DIDN'T HAVE WHAT I HAVE NOW.

I WAS LONELY AND SAD,

EASILY IRRITATED,

CONSTANTLY MAD.

I ALWAYS WISHED THAT I WAS RAISED IN A NORMAL FAMILY,

A MOM AND DAD THAT LOVED ME DEARLY,

AN OLDER SISTER THAT WAS MY BEST FRIEND.

BUT IF I HAD BEEN RAISED THIS WAY,

WOULD I HAVE BECOME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY?

WOULD I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN?

WOULD I HAVE BEEN FOUND?

OR WOULD I BE LOST FOREVER,

JUST LIVING FOR MYSELF

AND MY SELFISH PLEASURES?

WHO KNOWS?

I JUST MUST MOVE ON

AND TRY TO FORGET THE SINS PERPETRATED AGAINST ME.

IT'S NOT HELPING ME TO HOLD ONTO THE PAST

AND ALL THE WRONGS.

I HAVE TO CHANGE MY SONG.

THE PITY PARTY NEEDS TO END.

I AM NO LONGER 

CAST IN THE CORNER.

I MUST PRAY FOR THOSE 

WHO GOD CHOSE

TO BE MY FAMILY

AND FORGIVE

THEIR INIQUITIES

AND MOVE ON.
EASIER SAID THAN DONE.

LUKE 6:28
BLESS THOSE WHO CURSE YOU,
PRAY FOR THOSE WHO MISTREAT YOU.